How can i said i love them like other people. I hate them, God. Have i not prayed hard for them and have i not trying to unite the family? How could they said so mean words.
I wish i could just get away from this family. I dun care if they die or what. They deserve to go hell. I feel so sad inside. I wish somethings will happen to make them regret for what they had done. I felt like taking revenge into my hand.
I dun have a loving mother and a loving father, not to said a brother. They are just caring more for themselves.
Lord, it is just so hard to be the peace maker at home. Give me wisdom and love Lord!
Friday, November 12, 2010
Monday, June 14, 2010
Defilement comes from within! (Mat15:1-10)
After 1.5 hours sleep in the afternoon, i was still feeling sleepy. This could be because of the overwhelming week conference. I enjoyed the School of the Prophetic Ministry Conference sponsored by ChengChoo. I had so much head knowledge and prophetic skills imparted by Kris Vallotton and his assistant Dan Mccollam.
This is a grumpy day for me because of body tireness. In and out of the train, there were so mnay passengers and people would out squeeze you at times. Thought at times they gently brush aginst my bag or me, i would get so pissed off. I murmured to myself in anger.
When i was home after givng Yangyang tuition, i was so tired. My mum spoke to me and wanna strike a conversation with me but i was in ad mood. I know that this is the time when i can be most less loving and being a embassader of Christ. I had problem with her when questions regarding my monthly income and what i am gonna do the next day concerned.
How ungoldly this is! With such attitudes i come to the throne of grace of God to ask for forgiveness and embracement.
Do not let your body overwork that you give in to the fleshly desire of your heart.
P.s. Heavenly Father, i am grateful for your grace for us. From time to time, i would fell into temptation because my body is weak but your grace abounds. Help me to be willing to change in my attitude towards my parents so that i can become mature in Christ and glorify your name. Let me have teachable heart, so the soil in my heart be good soil and i can be rooted in Christ firmly! In Jesus' name, Amen!
This is a grumpy day for me because of body tireness. In and out of the train, there were so mnay passengers and people would out squeeze you at times. Thought at times they gently brush aginst my bag or me, i would get so pissed off. I murmured to myself in anger.
When i was home after givng Yangyang tuition, i was so tired. My mum spoke to me and wanna strike a conversation with me but i was in ad mood. I know that this is the time when i can be most less loving and being a embassader of Christ. I had problem with her when questions regarding my monthly income and what i am gonna do the next day concerned.
How ungoldly this is! With such attitudes i come to the throne of grace of God to ask for forgiveness and embracement.
Do not let your body overwork that you give in to the fleshly desire of your heart.
P.s. Heavenly Father, i am grateful for your grace for us. From time to time, i would fell into temptation because my body is weak but your grace abounds. Help me to be willing to change in my attitude towards my parents so that i can become mature in Christ and glorify your name. Let me have teachable heart, so the soil in my heart be good soil and i can be rooted in Christ firmly! In Jesus' name, Amen!
Sunday, June 6, 2010
在神里面， 我就是个新造的人！
In Christ the old has gone and the new has come. I believed in Christ, i am a new creation in Him. It does not matter of my past. I know with God, i can be transformed and i can make it! He has a special ministry for me! God i am claiming it now and i want to put my trust in you! Be it that i have to be alone from now on or you will turn around things for me and Johnny! Give me the grace oh God to go through it!
For the bible says that "We are more than conquerors in Christ".
In Christ i am a new person, In Him i have a new destiny and a new mind!
P.s. Lord, i need to get out of house today as Johnny sits at home thinking of whether he should change to another church. Where shall i go God? How did we come so far 3 years and 4 months and 5 days without you, O Lord! Surely Lord, you have not abandon us. Surely you are with us, Father! I ask of you Lord, Give us a 360 degree turning if you are calling both of us into marriage! Thank you God!
Let my heart be prepared for the changes coming ahead, in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen!
For the bible says that "We are more than conquerors in Christ".
In Christ i am a new person, In Him i have a new destiny and a new mind!
P.s. Lord, i need to get out of house today as Johnny sits at home thinking of whether he should change to another church. Where shall i go God? How did we come so far 3 years and 4 months and 5 days without you, O Lord! Surely Lord, you have not abandon us. Surely you are with us, Father! I ask of you Lord, Give us a 360 degree turning if you are calling both of us into marriage! Thank you God!
Let my heart be prepared for the changes coming ahead, in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen!
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Thursday, April 8, 2010
想当名教师真的这么难吗？
去年的这个时候我非常的开心。教育部通知我去面试，后来收到新加坡大学的入学通知信。
我期待着新的生活的开始和大学的生活！后来，在八月的EPT考试我失败了。每半法入学。当
时非常的痛恨自己为什么没有事前做多点准备。就差那么一点点就梦想成真了。
等了一年了，报读大学的日子终于到了。我兴奋不已地在2月28日，大学报读第一天就天好所
有的表格填好传了上去。今天， 有一个朋友， 报考同一科目的接到书面通知去面试，我都
没有。我看希望很渺小吧！这一次门槛都碰不着！
相当名教师真的有那么难吗？我对学生的爱不是没有的，就是没有是受过正式的培训，想要比较
我期待着新的生活的开始和大学的生活！后来，在八月的EPT考试我失败了。每半法入学。当
时非常的痛恨自己为什么没有事前做多点准备。就差那么一点点就梦想成真了。
等了一年了，报读大学的日子终于到了。我兴奋不已地在2月28日，大学报读第一天就天好所
有的表格填好传了上去。今天， 有一个朋友， 报考同一科目的接到书面通知去面试，我都
没有。我看希望很渺小吧！这一次门槛都碰不着！
相当名教师真的有那么难吗？我对学生的爱不是没有的，就是没有是受过正式的培训，想要比较
Friday, March 26, 2010
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