Defilement comes from within! (Mat15:1-10)

After 1.5 hours sleep in the afternoon, i was still feeling sleepy. This could be because of the overwhelming week conference. I enjoyed the School of the Prophetic Ministry Conference sponsored by ChengChoo. I had so much head knowledge and prophetic skills imparted by Kris Vallotton and his assistant Dan Mccollam.

This is a grumpy day for me because of body tireness. In and out of the train, there were so mnay passengers and people would out squeeze you at times. Thought at times they gently brush aginst my bag or me, i would get so pissed off. I murmured to myself in anger.

When i was home after givng Yangyang tuition, i was so tired. My mum spoke to me and wanna strike a conversation with me but i was in ad mood. I know that this is the time when i can be most less loving and being a embassader of Christ. I had problem with her when questions regarding my monthly income and what i am gonna do the next day concerned.

How ungoldly this is! With such attitudes i come to the throne of grace of God to ask for forgiveness and embracement.

Do not let your body overwork that you give in to the fleshly desire of your heart.

P.s. Heavenly Father, i am grateful for your grace for us. From time to time, i would fell into temptation because my body is weak but your grace abounds. Help me to be willing to change in my attitude towards my parents so that i can become mature in Christ and glorify your name. Let me have teachable heart, so the soil in my heart be good soil and i can be rooted in Christ firmly! In Jesus' name, Amen!

在神里面， 我就是个新造的人！

In Christ the old has gone and the new has come. I believed in Christ, i am a new creation in Him. It does not matter of my past. I know with God, i can be transformed and i can make it! He has a special ministry for me! God i am claiming it now and i want to put my trust in you! Be it that i have to be alone from now on or you will turn around things for me and Johnny! Give me the grace oh God to go through it!

For the bible says that "We are more than conquerors in Christ".

In Christ i am a new person, In Him i have a new destiny and a new mind!

P.s. Lord, i need to get out of house today as Johnny sits at home thinking of whether he should change to another church. Where shall i go God? How did we come so far 3 years and 4 months and 5 days without you, O Lord! Surely Lord, you have not abandon us. Surely you are with us, Father! I ask of you Lord, Give us a 360 degree turning if you are calling both of us into marriage! Thank you God!

Let my heart be prepared for the changes coming ahead, in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen!