Definitely i will said yes, it is not God's will for any of us to go into non-christian relationship.
In the old testament, Solomon's kingdom was being divided because he loved many foreign wife. These wives turned his heart to worship foreign gods and build their temples. He was not devoted to God like his father David.
Because of these, God gave his kingdom into the hands of Jeroboam ten tribes except the tribe of Judah, remained royal on the reign of his son, Rehoboam.
Friday, February 18, 2011
Thursday, February 17, 2011
Your presence in my life is so important, God!
This morning rushed to work without reading my bible. But i did my quiet time today. When i was brushing my teeth i ask for His presence, even when i am in the train. He showed himself in gentle way. I could feel His presence like a thin blanket surrounded me. Yeah, praise God for being so gracious. I indeed need His strength and wisdom to do my payroll today. And i need Him everyday to have peace of mind and joyful heart.
While i was doing my payroll, i remained in His presence. My mind engaged the Holy Spirit and conversed with Him on what i am doing. In such way, He guided me in my work and i had no much stress in finishing it. My heart is filled with joy too. Praise Him. These are His credits.
I am just thankful to God that J is with me today. He is God sent everyday. Feeling awkward with the other boss, he was there and sent me to bedok, and the boss did not raise his voice at me again. Yeah, victory!
Wondering what should i write in this blog!
While i was doing my payroll, i remained in His presence. My mind engaged the Holy Spirit and conversed with Him on what i am doing. In such way, He guided me in my work and i had no much stress in finishing it. My heart is filled with joy too. Praise Him. These are His credits.
I am just thankful to God that J is with me today. He is God sent everyday. Feeling awkward with the other boss, he was there and sent me to bedok, and the boss did not raise his voice at me again. Yeah, victory!
Wondering what should i write in this blog!
A bad day but had the presence of God at GMB agin, thankful!
Who else on earth can be so dumb like me? Somethimes i feel so frustrated with myself yet He still loves me so much.
This is the day without entering His presence. It is disasterious. I dun like it God. My mind was in confusion and disturbed mentally.
Yesterday was a day of total peace and victory. Praise you God!
In good and bad times i still give you praise because you are worthy and your ways are perfect. There are times when we will face a lot of difficulties and God seemed to not drawing close to us, it does not mean that He had abandon us and dun care about us. He is allowing us to be stretched so that we can go further and develop faith, perserverance.
James1:2-4
"Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perserverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything."
I could feel God's fire around me now as i read His words and yield to the Holy Ghost. God thank you for your presence. Let me know you more and glorify your name. I want to stay in your presence everyday coze i cannot run my own life and i need you so much to run my life. I seriously needed you. Sav me everyday, Jesus!
This is the day without entering His presence. It is disasterious. I dun like it God. My mind was in confusion and disturbed mentally.
Yesterday was a day of total peace and victory. Praise you God!
In good and bad times i still give you praise because you are worthy and your ways are perfect. There are times when we will face a lot of difficulties and God seemed to not drawing close to us, it does not mean that He had abandon us and dun care about us. He is allowing us to be stretched so that we can go further and develop faith, perserverance.
James1:2-4
"Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perserverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything."
I could feel God's fire around me now as i read His words and yield to the Holy Ghost. God thank you for your presence. Let me know you more and glorify your name. I want to stay in your presence everyday coze i cannot run my own life and i need you so much to run my life. I seriously needed you. Sav me everyday, Jesus!
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
Psalm 18
Today is valentine's day. I spent awhile reading this psalm. The surprising thing is that this psalm speaks of God in the temple and the cherubim. why am i so surprised?
On the sunday i went to meeting at the shelter service. This is the 1st time i went and God touched me by allowing and gave me a chance to repent of the sins which entangled me for years since i was a child. He had taken it from me that night. Thank you Jesus for such a breakthrough. I know i still ahve to work hard on it by draw close to Him daily. This sermon, steve talks on isaiah's supernatual encounter with God. He was before God and He saw God seating on the throne with 4 cherubims. That when Isaiah was there, God moved His body forward. He shared that we are the only thing on earth that caused the Almighty to move. How He really loves us!
Most of the time, if i see the same thing or same word appeared more than one time, God is speaking to me. This is our way of communication.
In paslm 18:6-7. God was angry when David was being oppresssed by his enemy.
" In my distress i called to the Lord, i cried to my God for help. From His temple he heard my voice, my cry came before Him, into His ears. The earth trembled and quaked, and the foundations of the mountains shook."
I knew that in the past i cried out to God a lot because of work difficulties etc and He would show up each time faithfully. He cares for me so much that as i cried out to Him there is not a single time He hind himself. His gentle presence would envelop me or the Holy Spirit will touch my heart and helped me to release the hurt so that He could heal it and put in joy again;) So sweet and warm of His heart.
For His every touch is the reflection of His goodness and unconditional love. How can itake His love for granted, and take Him lightly after all He had done for me?
I enjoyed the valentine with God's presence with me. Also with my husband -to - be, Johnny!
On the sunday i went to meeting at the shelter service. This is the 1st time i went and God touched me by allowing and gave me a chance to repent of the sins which entangled me for years since i was a child. He had taken it from me that night. Thank you Jesus for such a breakthrough. I know i still ahve to work hard on it by draw close to Him daily. This sermon, steve talks on isaiah's supernatual encounter with God. He was before God and He saw God seating on the throne with 4 cherubims. That when Isaiah was there, God moved His body forward. He shared that we are the only thing on earth that caused the Almighty to move. How He really loves us!
Most of the time, if i see the same thing or same word appeared more than one time, God is speaking to me. This is our way of communication.
In paslm 18:6-7. God was angry when David was being oppresssed by his enemy.
" In my distress i called to the Lord, i cried to my God for help. From His temple he heard my voice, my cry came before Him, into His ears. The earth trembled and quaked, and the foundations of the mountains shook."
I knew that in the past i cried out to God a lot because of work difficulties etc and He would show up each time faithfully. He cares for me so much that as i cried out to Him there is not a single time He hind himself. His gentle presence would envelop me or the Holy Spirit will touch my heart and helped me to release the hurt so that He could heal it and put in joy again;) So sweet and warm of His heart.
For His every touch is the reflection of His goodness and unconditional love. How can itake His love for granted, and take Him lightly after all He had done for me?
I enjoyed the valentine with God's presence with me. Also with my husband -to - be, Johnny!
Saturday, February 12, 2011
The double portion of Elisha
Today i want to give thanks to God for waking me up at 0550 am. I was in the midst of a dream. The dream was bad and i think is demonic. i dreamt of the one of the coffee shop stall tenant. He is wicked in the dream. I thank God that i was waken up when my mother was cooking at the kitchen. When i was awake i knew it was the Holy Spirit who woke me up. Otherwise i would have a very disturbed and sad day because of the dream.
Many a time, the dream i have will affect my whole day. So if i dreamt of God it will be a happy, warm feeling hanging around me and the same goes to bad dream days.
Before the service started, i quarrelled with My fiance over a issue happened two days ago about whether his mother overheard our conversation, because i was complaining about her being nagging and making me vomit blood. It sounds really bad to angry with such things but it is really irritateds at times. So during worship i could not concentrate and was distracted. The pastor as usual gave alter call but i did not go up. So i stayed at the back. I could not connect with God. Many others are being touched by God, laughing, crying and praying in the Spirit. I was alone and bitter still at heart. I told God i wished i can experience Him but i cannot let go of the hurts myself. I was thinking also, if i go would God really touch me with my angers not settled?
Soon He answered my question and assured me. At some point, i saw my pastor was walking to the wrong direction, by the way, he is blind, so i quickly went over to wanting to pull him out to clear his path. Instead of me leading him out, he initiated to pray for and i was wondering how to answer him. Before i could reject him, he lay his hand me and prayed for me.
This is his prayer: " Lord, i pray that you will use her in her work place and to bring many to Christ." When i heard it, teh chooi lan, one of the coffee shop worker came to my mind. This morning i was just thinking of her and sympathise with her for her divorce and her health problem. My heart was sad for her and i started to cry. This cry was from deep inside my heart, i know i could nv really love her so much to wail for her situation. It is the work of the Holy Spirit. I felt the double portion of Elisha anoiting of God fell on me and i fell to the ground hard. I had nv feel so real of God s power so strong to make me fall down so quickly in 1 second. Usually my leg feel wobbly and when the fire of God burnt in my belly, i would be on the floor. As it will be painful and there will be a pull on me to the ground. So i slowly lowered down to be on the ground by that pulling force.
I cried for a while and laughed also. This time it is only for a while but yet the power was there. God's power in Our metings together is getting stronger and stronger. Lord, let the revival come. Empower me with your Holy Spirit so that i could bring ppl to Christ at the coffee shop. This is my prayer.
Many a time, the dream i have will affect my whole day. So if i dreamt of God it will be a happy, warm feeling hanging around me and the same goes to bad dream days.
Before the service started, i quarrelled with My fiance over a issue happened two days ago about whether his mother overheard our conversation, because i was complaining about her being nagging and making me vomit blood. It sounds really bad to angry with such things but it is really irritateds at times. So during worship i could not concentrate and was distracted. The pastor as usual gave alter call but i did not go up. So i stayed at the back. I could not connect with God. Many others are being touched by God, laughing, crying and praying in the Spirit. I was alone and bitter still at heart. I told God i wished i can experience Him but i cannot let go of the hurts myself. I was thinking also, if i go would God really touch me with my angers not settled?
Soon He answered my question and assured me. At some point, i saw my pastor was walking to the wrong direction, by the way, he is blind, so i quickly went over to wanting to pull him out to clear his path. Instead of me leading him out, he initiated to pray for and i was wondering how to answer him. Before i could reject him, he lay his hand me and prayed for me.
This is his prayer: " Lord, i pray that you will use her in her work place and to bring many to Christ." When i heard it, teh chooi lan, one of the coffee shop worker came to my mind. This morning i was just thinking of her and sympathise with her for her divorce and her health problem. My heart was sad for her and i started to cry. This cry was from deep inside my heart, i know i could nv really love her so much to wail for her situation. It is the work of the Holy Spirit. I felt the double portion of Elisha anoiting of God fell on me and i fell to the ground hard. I had nv feel so real of God s power so strong to make me fall down so quickly in 1 second. Usually my leg feel wobbly and when the fire of God burnt in my belly, i would be on the floor. As it will be painful and there will be a pull on me to the ground. So i slowly lowered down to be on the ground by that pulling force.
I cried for a while and laughed also. This time it is only for a while but yet the power was there. God's power in Our metings together is getting stronger and stronger. Lord, let the revival come. Empower me with your Holy Spirit so that i could bring ppl to Christ at the coffee shop. This is my prayer.
Thursday, February 10, 2011
A day of silence
Waking up with the fire of God in me still after soaking in the presence of God last night. When i was in the mrt i began to cling on to His presence again. I feel Him still. He is with me and around me. I need more of you Lord.
With the presence of God, i still need my character to be moulded to match the level of the anoiting God is giving me. Like steve said live worthy of the anoiting given by God freely!
With the presence of God, i still need my character to be moulded to match the level of the anoiting God is giving me. Like steve said live worthy of the anoiting given by God freely!
Wed meeting at GMB
9th Jan 2011
Today the prayer meeting was powerful. I have nv experience God in such way. My both hands were numb totally and I was panting hard on the floor. The fire of God came upon me again. I love it Jesus!
Pastor Steve prayed for me also but he speaks in tongues and I could not understand it. At that moment I did not receive anything, in fact I was distracted by his laying of hands. I cannot concentrate on God. So I did not really have extraordinary feeling or special touch from the Lord. But because he prayed for me, i began to feel God’s presence more and get captivated by Him more.
After that he went on to pray for others, I sat back on the chair and we worship God. I began to tremble and panting again. Till upon that my panting was so loud and my hands began to feel numb. I fell to the ground as I felt my spirit sank into God’s presence. My body become soft and I decided to be on the ground. This happened 3 times to me tonight. At the 4th time I on the ground I laugh and I felt the fire of God burning in me when we prayed about reaching out to the nation, about the revival that is to come. I just feel this fire rising up in me that I began to shout it out coze I cannot contain it!
Esther, Cynthia and I laughed so long that we could not stop. When the ppl packed up the chairs we were still on the floor laughing and in the presence of God. We were asked to leave and I managed to get up but still laughing. We walked out laughing and on the corridor we were on the floor laughing again. I felt the fire of God again and shouted and laugh again. Pastor Steve came over to tell me that a lady was on the lift and she was about to come out. But when she heard my scream she quickly get into the lift and left. It was funny God.
Hope the next time she come, she will experience you and get saved God.
Salvation is a gift from God, it cannot be earned! This had make me grateful to God for this endless love to us.
Today the fasting was worth, God heard my prayer and gave me the double portion of steve nicaud ‘s hunger for God. I need to have the hunger for your presence everyday Lord!
Why are we created?
- To be with God
- To do His will
- To multiply.
We do the 1st thing and the rest shall follow.
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
Answer Prayer to Buying of HDB flat!
Today my fiance and i went to HDB for our 1st appointment for resale flat. Everything went smoothly. The OTP, reslae resale check list, HLE letter, even our HDB loan etc.
God you are awsome to give me a neighbour who is an agent to guide us on the dates for OTP form. My Fiance and i wanted without agent to save $$ and we prayed although we called up some agents to ask for prices of other HDB flat but we nv forget what we had prayed. And God had not fall deaf of our prayer.
The very 1st house we visited was intro by my fiance's brother, without agent of course, but turned out to be kind of emotionally. We were quite upset that they raised up their price so high when without agent. They want COV $35,000. That is crazy with the market at the moment. So we forgo it although the brother and parents like the house very much but my heart was not drawn to that house somehow. The 2nd house we went was through agent. I did not have the time to go. So my fiance and his parents went. It is totally not what we wanted. He was angry becausethe flat was advertise as unblocked and the agent cnfirmed it but found out later that it was blocked by the church next to it. It was actually blocked. :( feel cheated and waste of time. Some agents are jsut not professonal and they just want to drag you every house in their hand in hope that you will give in to "secondary" flats after viewing many and you really cannot find your desire one.
Sometime later in Nov 2010, through the propertyguru.com.sg we found a flat with unblocked view we liked very much. We called up the agent and made appointment for it. But we still prayed for without agent even before we view it. We know that if God answered our prayer this will be the hosue that He wants us to be in and it is given by Him.
Guess what, One the appointment date, the seller agent was not free to come, our agent was in malacca and cannot made it back on time for the appoinmnet also but they gave us the address and asked us to go on our own. It happened that the seller's agent is exclusive and about to expire in a few days time and the he was willing to do without agent too. So we agreed to waite a few more days and do the whole resale transaction on our own to save the $4000 each side. That's a lot of money to us. We are just poor ppl and need 2 months to save this much.
And today, we signed most of the document and getting the key in 22nd March. Yeah, this is not by coincident but it is God answering our prayer.
There is nothing on earth is by coincident but divine appointment. As we trust in Him and according to His will, He answers our prayer. As we were being blessed, we prayed that God will in turn bless the couple who willing to take cov of $7000 only in other aspects of their life:)
God you are awsome to give me a neighbour who is an agent to guide us on the dates for OTP form. My Fiance and i wanted without agent to save $$ and we prayed although we called up some agents to ask for prices of other HDB flat but we nv forget what we had prayed. And God had not fall deaf of our prayer.
The very 1st house we visited was intro by my fiance's brother, without agent of course, but turned out to be kind of emotionally. We were quite upset that they raised up their price so high when without agent. They want COV $35,000. That is crazy with the market at the moment. So we forgo it although the brother and parents like the house very much but my heart was not drawn to that house somehow. The 2nd house we went was through agent. I did not have the time to go. So my fiance and his parents went. It is totally not what we wanted. He was angry becausethe flat was advertise as unblocked and the agent cnfirmed it but found out later that it was blocked by the church next to it. It was actually blocked. :( feel cheated and waste of time. Some agents are jsut not professonal and they just want to drag you every house in their hand in hope that you will give in to "secondary" flats after viewing many and you really cannot find your desire one.
Sometime later in Nov 2010, through the propertyguru.com.sg we found a flat with unblocked view we liked very much. We called up the agent and made appointment for it. But we still prayed for without agent even before we view it. We know that if God answered our prayer this will be the hosue that He wants us to be in and it is given by Him.
Guess what, One the appointment date, the seller agent was not free to come, our agent was in malacca and cannot made it back on time for the appoinmnet also but they gave us the address and asked us to go on our own. It happened that the seller's agent is exclusive and about to expire in a few days time and the he was willing to do without agent too. So we agreed to waite a few more days and do the whole resale transaction on our own to save the $4000 each side. That's a lot of money to us. We are just poor ppl and need 2 months to save this much.
And today, we signed most of the document and getting the key in 22nd March. Yeah, this is not by coincident but it is God answering our prayer.
There is nothing on earth is by coincident but divine appointment. As we trust in Him and according to His will, He answers our prayer. As we were being blessed, we prayed that God will in turn bless the couple who willing to take cov of $7000 only in other aspects of their life:)
Monday, February 7, 2011
"It is all about you, Jesus!"
I had an blessed year. Many wonderful things happened in year 2010!
I remembered my 2010 new year resolution was to be better than year 2009. Indeed, i did well in my tuition and walking better with God. God had showed me more of His love by answering many of my prayers.
Lord, You are indeed loving us so much! I do not deserve all this, the reason i am so loved by you because in nature you are a loving God! You are awsome Father. It warms my heart and i could feel your love as i am writing this thankful words and remembring You:)
Begining of year 2011, the second meenting on wednesday at GMB, the fire of God hit me and i rolled on the floor with fire in my belly. It was painful as the fire burnt up all the sinful things in me. I nv imagine God would allow me to have such encounter with Him. This touch of Him means so much to me. That He loves me and cares about me. To have Fire in the belly was a prayer i prayed in year 2008. Now it comes true.
The subsequent wed prayer meeting and saturday church service,the fire of God will hit me and i would rolled on the floor. I realise that it comes when i had sinned. That fire was given to me and when i yeild to Him, the fire will burnt up all the sinful things. For such i am thankful so that i will always be detoxed.
As i was filled with so much of God's presence, I am a quiet person and did not really show much to people around me. I fell into disillusion and was sian. I do not know what is the next thing i should do. I did not desire His presence anymore as He had made so many areas of my life happy and well. Etc, my relationship with my family, financial state in the house are good as i do not need to worry for my parents, getting better with my new job.
I began to feel that I dun need so much of God anymore. There was no much reason for me to want Him and desire Him.
I become proud that each time i prayed and God answered. Till last sunday service, there was an alter call to have impsrtation of the fire of God, then i went up like many other churchmates. Many of them are filled with the fire but i was not. I have no passion for His presence. Althought i pressed in but not much fire was in my belly. I remembering i told God that i would die if He dun let me have a part in His kingdom work.
Then he touched me a little, only a little.
Maybe my heart is just not ready to receive.
I went home and continued to pray for a double hunger for Him like steve.
i fast for breakfast and lunch to show my sincerity in this. Then paul praye for me to move from glory to glory, from seeking God's presence for myself to bring His presence to the lost. Yes, Let s our aim, God!
Set me apart, let me be filled with your presence so much that when i am with the non-christians, they will feel your presence.
God i want to prophecize to stranges when i am walking on the streets, in the coffee shop, at the public place. That the Holy Spirit will guide my heart, whisper to my year and give me boldness to prophecize over them. That the ppl will amaze and see you as a real God because of the accuracy of the prophecy. More anoiting than Elaine, lord! I remember i dedicated this year to you! Take it Lord!别客气
If by dedicating myself to you will ensure i do not walk away from You Lord, i dedicated my whole life on earth to you that you be merciful to me and do not let me walk out of you ever in this life! Be it persecution, huliliation, hunger, thirst, in any circumstances common to man.
I remembered my 2010 new year resolution was to be better than year 2009. Indeed, i did well in my tuition and walking better with God. God had showed me more of His love by answering many of my prayers.
Lord, You are indeed loving us so much! I do not deserve all this, the reason i am so loved by you because in nature you are a loving God! You are awsome Father. It warms my heart and i could feel your love as i am writing this thankful words and remembring You:)
Begining of year 2011, the second meenting on wednesday at GMB, the fire of God hit me and i rolled on the floor with fire in my belly. It was painful as the fire burnt up all the sinful things in me. I nv imagine God would allow me to have such encounter with Him. This touch of Him means so much to me. That He loves me and cares about me. To have Fire in the belly was a prayer i prayed in year 2008. Now it comes true.
The subsequent wed prayer meeting and saturday church service,the fire of God will hit me and i would rolled on the floor. I realise that it comes when i had sinned. That fire was given to me and when i yeild to Him, the fire will burnt up all the sinful things. For such i am thankful so that i will always be detoxed.
As i was filled with so much of God's presence, I am a quiet person and did not really show much to people around me. I fell into disillusion and was sian. I do not know what is the next thing i should do. I did not desire His presence anymore as He had made so many areas of my life happy and well. Etc, my relationship with my family, financial state in the house are good as i do not need to worry for my parents, getting better with my new job.
I began to feel that I dun need so much of God anymore. There was no much reason for me to want Him and desire Him.
I become proud that each time i prayed and God answered. Till last sunday service, there was an alter call to have impsrtation of the fire of God, then i went up like many other churchmates. Many of them are filled with the fire but i was not. I have no passion for His presence. Althought i pressed in but not much fire was in my belly. I remembering i told God that i would die if He dun let me have a part in His kingdom work.
Then he touched me a little, only a little.
Maybe my heart is just not ready to receive.
I went home and continued to pray for a double hunger for Him like steve.
i fast for breakfast and lunch to show my sincerity in this. Then paul praye for me to move from glory to glory, from seeking God's presence for myself to bring His presence to the lost. Yes, Let s our aim, God!
Set me apart, let me be filled with your presence so much that when i am with the non-christians, they will feel your presence.
God i want to prophecize to stranges when i am walking on the streets, in the coffee shop, at the public place. That the Holy Spirit will guide my heart, whisper to my year and give me boldness to prophecize over them. That the ppl will amaze and see you as a real God because of the accuracy of the prophecy. More anoiting than Elaine, lord! I remember i dedicated this year to you! Take it Lord!别客气
If by dedicating myself to you will ensure i do not walk away from You Lord, i dedicated my whole life on earth to you that you be merciful to me and do not let me walk out of you ever in this life! Be it persecution, huliliation, hunger, thirst, in any circumstances common to man.
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