"It is all about you, Jesus!"

I had an blessed year. Many wonderful things happened in year 2010!

I remembered my 2010 new year resolution was to be better than year 2009. Indeed, i did well in my tuition and walking better with God. God had showed me more of His love by answering many of my prayers.

Lord, You are indeed loving us so much! I do not deserve all this, the reason i am so loved by you because in nature you are a loving God! You are awsome Father. It warms my heart and i could feel your love as i am writing this thankful words and remembring You:)

Begining of year 2011, the second meenting on wednesday at GMB, the fire of God hit me and i rolled on the floor with fire in my belly. It was painful as the fire burnt up all the sinful things in me. I nv imagine God would allow me to have such encounter with Him. This touch of Him means so much to me. That He loves me and cares about me. To have Fire in the belly was a prayer i prayed in year 2008. Now it comes true.

The subsequent wed prayer meeting and saturday church service,the fire of God will hit me and i would rolled on the floor. I realise that it comes when i had sinned. That fire was given to me and when i yeild to Him, the fire will burnt up all the sinful things. For such i am thankful so that i will always be detoxed.

As i was filled with so much of God's presence, I am a quiet person and did not really show much to people around me. I fell into disillusion and was sian. I do not know what is the next thing i should do. I did not desire His presence anymore as He had made so many areas of my life happy and well. Etc, my relationship with my family, financial state in the house are good as i do not need to worry for my parents, getting better with my new job.

I began to feel that I dun need so much of God anymore. There was no much reason for me to want Him and desire Him.

I become proud that each time i prayed and God answered. Till last sunday service, there was an alter call to have impsrtation of the fire of God, then i went up like many other churchmates. Many of them are filled with the fire but i was not. I have no passion for His presence. Althought i pressed in but not much fire was in my belly. I remembering i told God that i would die if He dun let me have a part in His kingdom work.

Then he touched me a little, only a little.

Maybe my heart is just not ready to receive.

I went  home and continued to pray for a double hunger for Him like steve.

i fast for breakfast and lunch to show my sincerity in this. Then paul praye for me to move from glory to glory, from seeking God's presence for myself to bring His presence to the lost. Yes, Let s our aim, God!

Set me apart, let me be filled with your presence so much that when i am with the non-christians, they will feel your presence.

God i want to prophecize to stranges when i am walking on the streets, in the coffee shop, at the public place. That the Holy Spirit will guide my heart, whisper to my year and give me boldness to prophecize over them.  That the ppl will amaze and see you as a real God because of the accuracy of the prophecy. More anoiting than Elaine, lord! I remember i dedicated this year to you! Take it Lord!别客气

If by dedicating myself to you will ensure i do not walk away from You Lord, i dedicated my whole life on earth to you that you be merciful to me and do not let me walk out of you ever in this life! Be it persecution, huliliation, hunger, thirst, in any circumstances common to man.